There are some thingz in lyfe that you want, just because you know you can't have them... 50 bedroom mansionz... (only Evander has that, if not more... But, he also has 49 kidz... So itz kinda necessary...) Lambourgini doorz on ur Ford Focus... (thatz pretty much self-explanatory... and dumb!) And sometimez... Someone'z heart... especially when it belongz to someone else...

Halo might be a perfect fit for me... But, she'z not the only one... I realized that I put her up on thiz invisible pedestle, way above any other woman... and for what? Granted, we had a great time together... We laughed and smiled... Painted the town red, and all that jazz... lolz! But, we were never together, and I honestly don't really even know her that well... She is beautiful beyond comparison, but she belongz to someone else now...and I had a dream last night that helped me realize this...

Now, I am far from "Sexy Man of the Year", but I got a lil' somethin' to offer...ya know? I'm wat they call a "Hopeless Romantic" at timez, and will do almost anything within my power to make the person I'm with, feel special and loved... I may not show it all of the time, but if I really have feelingz for you, you will definitely know it... What'z ur point, dawg? I'm gettin' sleepy...

Anyway, my point is... I've been so stuck on "Halo", that I've done to other people, exactly what she has done to me... I've turned away so many potentially great friends, because of what I thought I wanted... And I realized, that if I didn't snap out of it soon, in the end, I'd wind up grumpy, bitter, and alone...

So, with that said... I apologize to all of the wonderful people out there that have tried to reach out to me, without reciprocation... Especially & Specifically, Ms. Stokez... Now, there are thingz that you may want from me, that I KNOW I can't give you, but I would like to start with a friendship, and take it from there...

Halo
I was in love with another man'z gyrl...
But I am, no more...
For her heart, now is his...
And mine... Nevermore...

The contentz of her heart, lie no room for my love...
Only room for one other, one other lucky soul...
I tip my hat to this man, for accomplishing such feat...
I admit that I lost, admit I was beat...

But in the end, loss is hers...
So my bitterness is few...
I have so much more to offer...
more than monetary do's...

I was in love with another man'z gyrl...
But I am, no more...
For her heart, now is his...
And mine... Nevermore...

Lataz...